I have finally conceived my rainbow baby. I can’t stop worrying though. After losing my baby last October, I don’t know how to mentally cope. I need some strategies. I know the worry will always be there but I need to focus on the positive. That I even am pregnant! My test got darker today too so I don’t think a chemical is in the picture. I also have loads of symptoms. First pregnancy I didn’t. My blood results come back tomorrow. Got them done a day before my missed period since I got a positive. My doctor is wonderful and thorough. I’m going to trust him when he said this pregnancy will be healthy.

Looking at this gif made me tear up a little. I’m pretty emotional today!