Wishing I never got pregnant from him

Tiffany • Mommy of 1 beautiful crazy little girl born 8/2019 and due with baby #2 10/2022

My boyfriend and I have been together for just under 11 years. He is nothing but mean/rude to me since we found out I was expecting. I've been having cramps on and off and some bleeding he still expects me to do everything cleaning wise always. Hes made me come for a 6 hour trip to visit his mother for mothers day (big mamas boy by the way) and with him knowing I have to be awake early for a 1p hour shift in the morning we have yet to leave when it is now 9 PM and have a long drive home he tells me I can just sleep in the car. He makes me very unhappy all the time anymore. I want to leave him more than anything. Hes been letting his family smoke around me the whole weekend. Since I found out I was pregnant he hasn't even hugged me once. How am I supposed to stay with a person that treats me so badly while pregnant and expect him to change once our baby gets here?? Hes already mad that were having a girl I've asked his opinion on names he says he doesnt care what we call it (cant even say her) I just dont know what to do. My baby is due 8/22 and I love her so much it just breaks my heart to know that he father doesnt feel the same way about me or her.