so. i’m 14 and have been dealing with depression and anxiety for 3 years now. lately i had a boyfriend and he broke up with me because he wanted to “mess with other girls” he said he didn’t want to be in a relationship. i know it’s dumb but that really did break my heart. he was my first boyfriend. he did it over text and everything. i used to cut myself and hadn’t done it since december 2018 and i did it 2 days in a row now. both les and my left arm. i don’t know what to do to stop. it just hurts so bad. i feel like i don’t have anyone anymore. i just needed to get this off my chest. thank you.