hope to not get my period!!!!

I just had to vent/ talk somewhere.... the 28th will be a year since my father died.. the last few days my dad kept asking me if i was pregnant.. well i was not at all.. well this past week i swear ive ben getting little signs hes ben arround.. well im due for my period in 2 days.. No symptoms for my period either.. just staying calm and crossing my fingers!! i would love to be able to give the fam some good news!!!