My Bf has been telling me he was moving back to New York after graduation and I’ve been slowly preparing myself for it, and at first I didn’t care. But now it’s hitting me hard that he’s actually on his way there now, it’s hard cuz like we’ve been talking about it for a while and all but I’ve never done long distance and never wanted too cuz I’m not good at handling it. I wanted to leave him and forget about him but I can’t, he means the literally world to me and I want to be supportive of it cuz he wanted to stay but his mom wouldn’t let him (btw were both 18– just graduating high school) and I plan on going to college down here while so I couldn’t just leave especially last minute telling my mom and family. I still live with my parents and don’t have the financial stability to just get my own place yet so it wouldn’t have worked out if I moved out.

I just need lots of support and advice from people who been going through stuff like this, and who are currently in it.

He plans on coming back when he gets the money and stability too and I plan on working and saving and going to school to get my career going and buying my own apartment or something so when returns we’ll be together again.

Oh yeah and I’m currently living in Florida(the lower part) so distance is far from NY