I try so hard to get along with you, but not as hard as I try to just like you. Everyone tells me your “still my sister” and you are, but that doesn’t excuse your toxic behavior. But I can’t look past the things that you do that make you not a good person.

Ever since i was a young child, you say mean hurtful things to me when your mad or in an argument with me and think you can just take them back when you aren’t mad anymore. And now that i’m older and don’t instantly forgive you for calling me hurtful names and saying horrible things like saying I don’t post my boyfriend on fb because I must be ashamed that he’s black.(Which would NEVER be the case) Or when I was younger calling me a spoiled bitch at just age 10. Then making me out to be the bad guy for not instantly forgiving you for talking trash about my boyfriend and calling me every name in the book.

You pick fights with me, over stupid things and never see my point of view, you never listen to what I have to say because you don’t care. Cuz in your mind your always right. I got out of a horrible relationship an 6 months later started dating an amazing guy and you told me I was being a hoe and i was jumping guy to guy simply because you were jealous you didn’t have a boyfriend at the time.

I can’t sit back and watch you do some of the horrible things you do and not feel a type of way about it:

You went to a casino and hooked up with a man who was on his bachelor party. You slept with him unprotected despite you having HPV. And when I asked you why you would do that, you said it doesn’t affect the male. I asked what about the women he can pass it to? Like this guys Fiancé? You said “sucks for them.”

You’re pregnant, congrats. I know that’s what you’ve always wanted was a baby. You slept with two guys a week apart and have no way of telling who’s the father without dna test. You decided to tell them both your pregnant without saying there’s a chance it’s someone else’s. When one guy wanted nothing to do with you because you lied to him about being on birth control to get him to cum in you, you pinned this on the other guy, who has no clue it’s a pretty big chance it’s not his kid.

When you and you boyfriend broke up, you started sleeping with his friend, His friend of which who is married, and you know this because you and her were friends. You tried justifying your actions in every way possible, you never see how you do any wrong.

I love you, but I have a very hard time liking you because you constantly make selfish choices. If we weren’t sisters you wouldn’t be someone I kept around.