I’m honestly unsure how in the heck I’m going to heal in time to even wear shorts or flip flops this summer. I’ve battled self harm since I was 6 years old. After finding out my husband quit is job Friday and is moving half way across the country on Monday. We have been separated for two months but I honestly believed we were working towards at least being civil and still figuring out which way we wanted to go with our marriage. I’m beyond words and still in shock. I’ve become someone I never wanted to be...accomplished nothing but continued failure and pushed everyone away. I am a nobody in a hole no one knows about and no one will come to find me. Yet still just want to be NUMB! No one understands me! This isn’t some teenage fad! Why can’t I beat this??? I need serious help!