Burden not bonding

Breastfeeding feels like an absolute burden to me and not a bonding experience. Yes I love my sweet girl next to me but I also can bond with her when we snuggle and play. I have a very active 2 year old (SAHM) who needs attention and I just dread the 45 min I have to take every 2 hours to be sedentary and suckled upon. I want to quit. It’s making me miserable.

Just venting.