We've been trying for 2 yrs....yet another failed test

I'm 4 days late, I took a test and it's negative. 😢

I've always wanted to be a mom, as a teen I never though it would be hard to get pregnant. Now it's my worst fear. Dealing with my thyroid, now this. I know it's in God's hands, maybe we aren't ready. But I'm so devastated. I'm down on the grounds.😭

God please lift me up! ❤🙏