I am absolutely terrified of the thought of having another child. This is definitely a fear I didnt expect to have. I think my 2 year old daughter is the greatest thing ever and it's amazing watching her grow and learn new things every day. I'm looking forward to the experience of having a son, but I'm so worried that I wont feel about him the way I feel about her, and he deserves better than that. I'm sure its irrational and I hope the saying is true, that your heart just expands when the new baby gets here.