I just want to run away

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Sometimes I just feel like running away, like right now. I have a 14 week old and all the sudden she just wants to be held all the time. I find it hard to take time for myself to eat. Then I work second shift and am at a job where a lot of the times I don’t have time to take a break or I don’t get to eat a real meal until 10pm. I don’t know how to balance this. This happened yesterday and I just felt horrible bc I was fucking starving. I’m hungry now and am trying to eat a bagel but my daughter is also crying. I feel like a horrible person bc I feel like I can’t multitask or balance everything.