How the hell do you calm down??

Guys I’m 9weeks and 6 days and I haven’t got an ultrasound until 12 weeks. Here in the UK they don’t even do a blood test to check hormone levels. So far all I’ve had to go off are my million home preg tests. I’m losing the will to live and cannot enjoy this pregnancy for worrying something is wrong... even though I have absolutely no reason to believe something is wrong as I’ve had no cramping or bleeding(🤞🏼) and I’ve been super nauseous, missed two periods and definitely feel pregnant.

I just need calming down I think by other FTM’s in the UK that have been a nervous wreck waiting to see their baby.

Thanks for bearing with me.😅