After being in a domestic violence relationship for a year + it has been an emotional roller coaster. I was literally laying on my death bed months ago with a brain injuries, failed my whole semester & was scared for my life. Fast forward to now, I put everything in Gods hands & asked him to shield/protect me & my family. Come to find out today my ex died. This is a shocker. No matter what he put me through I still wouldn’t wish death on no one. My heart is hurt & relieved at the same time (only because I went through so much & didn’t feel safe in my own house).