So I’m on day 4 of what was my predicted period, cycle day 32. My breasts have been sore and sensitive the past week, I’ve had small headaches nearly every day, and I did have the slightest feeling of a cramp for like 5 minutes the other day. My pain tolerance is really high because I have Endometriosis, so idk if that could have been implantation? Let’s back things up a little bit.

On March 14th I had surgery to remove my Endometriosis and take out my Mirena IUD which I’ve had in for 5.5 years. I have been on some sort of BC and/or hormone therapy since age 14 to attempt to manage the pain. In other words I have had extra hormones being pumped into my body for over 14 years and have now been free of the hormones and BC for 2 months. (Also pain free for the first time since I was 11, YAYYY! 🎊🎉)

So my first period off BC came perfectly as scheduled and my CM was on point at the time Glow said it should. My boyfriend and I we unable to BD until the day after my ovulation day, but it was well within the 24hour window.

Now I’m 4 days late for my second scheduled AF and have all these symptoms, but I kind of want to wait and see if I’m just late before I take a test. I have always wanted kids since I was a kid, and I want a baby more than anything. I’m so scared of what the answer will be. What if it’s negative?? What if it’s positive??? Ahhh! I need some guidance and baby dust!