He cheated.

He called me at work acting like someone was dead.

I seriously thought someone was hurt or maybe my dog died.

Nope.

He tells me the girl that he slept with and cheated on me with is pregnant.

I feel like my whole life is over. All the plans that I have are gone now. I thought we were going to get married, have babies, grow old together.

So I guess when I thought someone died he was right. My future that I planned is dead. That life that I thought we would have is dead.

Finding out that I wasted the last FIVE years of my life makes me sick.

Luckily I can stay with friends or my sister until I figure out what to do.

But when my friends keep saying “at least you guys aren’t married” doesn’t mean that that makes it any easier for me.

I never thought I would be going through this.

Fuck.