Today was my baby shower at 36 weeks. I lost three babies in a row before this: my daughter at 22 weeks, another baby at 13 weeks, and another at 6 weeks. I never meant to get pregnant again; I didn’t want to go through the pain of yet another loss. But I guess there were other plans in store for me, and I found out I was pregnant in October. This pregnancy has been so hard emotionally, especially with going through it alone without the father. I didn’t even feel like showing up to my baby shower, with how down I was. But during the shower I look up and see this.

I like to believe it was a sign from his siblings up above wanting to join in on the celebration of their newest sibling. It comforts me to know that wherever they are they’re looking over us.

This rainbow brightened up my day, just like this rainbow baby has brightened up my life after going through so much loss. I can’t wait to meet my little boy . I just thought I’d share with the rest of you 💛