How can i say goodby when i never got my hello you cant all you can do is long for her or him every part of every minuet of the day and know that every minute is another day farther away from my little girl and in some small way closer i was 34 weeks and 6 days when i lost Gabbriella Kendallyn Marie Turner my headache is every day none stop even when i look okay im not im never okay i will never be okay again ill survive though knowing that at the end of my life i will have my little girl back when my time comes it will be the sweetest thing ever to see her and hold her again until then i live this empty void i don't live for me i live for her and for my other children empty void and all just to see her face again in heaven