Glad I didn’t waist the test

So another month has come and gone since my husbands surgery. I knew deep down this month was a bust. I’m happy I didn’t waist the time and heartache on another stupid test. Next month will be three months since his surgery. I’m so hopeful it worked. Uhh this ttc is a feels like a waist. I’m so tired of hoping and praying 🙏🏻 that one day something will work in our favor. Well maybe next month, I guess!