Depression

I think I’m starting to become depressed. I recently just got off of the depo Vera and when I was on it, I was very angry person. All the time. I wasn’t sure why I was like that until I stopped taking it but now I’m just extremely sad and extremely sensitive to damn near everything. I mean like recently at work, someone said I wasn’t being hostile (after almost dropping something) and that had me so upset I had to leave early.

There were many factors leading up to this, with people telling me I was being a certain way or doing certain things. And it really puts me in my head. Literally all I can think is that people perceive me as this , “crazy, mean, belligerent Black lady”. On top of all of this, I have been eating like a lot. Even after I’m full I find myself eating more and more .

Some people say, “it’s a job, put on a face” or “take it with a grain of salt” but this shyt is starting to hurt my feelings.