Me and my boyfriend are having our first baby in august. The baby has been healthy and happy despite literally draining everything i have in me. Since i have been in and out of the hospital so much we were relieved and happy when one of his sisters told us she would throw the babyshower for us. Everything was going good until she found out she was pregnant. She decided she no longer wanted to throw the babyshower for us and has actually begun to plan her own baby shower using the ideas she was going to use for ours. (with his other sister who told us they wouldnt help us throw one). I know its something silly to be hurt over but seeing the disappointment and sadness on my boyfriends face when he found out honestly broke my heart. Neither of us understand why she couldn't still help us throw the babyshower when we're having our baby at end of july/ begining august and shes not due until december.

Im really glad i have him by my side. I would not be able to make it without him this baby has been kicking my butt since day from getting feeding tubes to now having a port-a-cath in place to help keep me and baby fed. This was supposed to be one thing neither of had to worry about. I told him we don't have to throw one so hopefully he won't stress over it.

Sorry about the confusing rant i just had to get my anger off my chest.

Me and my bestfriend 😍