This pregnancy is making me wanna be done having baby’s anyone else?

Mandy • 💏2012 🎀👶🏼1/10/14👼🏻+👼🏻+👼🏻+👼🏻2019👼🏻6/30/19,👼🏻5/31/20

Am I the only one that has had one pregnancy from hell after another and each time they make me feel like I can’t do it again? I had an awful time with my first, between the 24-7 puking from beginning until the very end up the pregnancy to the god awful back pain that started around 26-28 weeks and lasted till she was born at 38 weeks I was miserable. The back pain was so bad it made me afraid to have anymore kids for 5 years after that but I got myself ready to try again by telling myself it’s only the last little bit of the pregnancy that I’m gonna have to go through it. Then while trying for baby #2 we lost 4 baby’s in a row and then when we got Prego with baby boy the problems started right away. I bled from 4-10 weeks, have had cramping the entire time non stop, and then my theory blew up in my face when my back pain started up at 12 weeks 😫 and the pregnancy has made my restless leg syndrome not only start acting up but it’s made it catastrophic!!! It’s kept me up for 4 days straight