feeling down

Desirae

I’m not sure if it’s just the pregnancy hormones or what. I’m feel so down about myself the last few days! I’m so tired of feeling like I just look fat and not pregnant. Someone I know who is due a couple days apart from me is showing and here I am looking like I just ate too much. I feel so worthless and like I’m failing myself and my baby already. I have no one to talk to that understand. My mom just tells me I’m beautiful and stop talking like that and all my friends are thinner so they don’t get it either. I just want to curl up in a ball and cry and never leave home.