Im sick of living with my family

My sisters and i since growing up have a hard time getting along ... I’m the youngest (25) my middle sister is 28 and my oldest is 36 ... my dad got us a three family house so we all live together I’m pregnant with my first baby and my sisters has no kids . Throughout this whole pregnancy my sisters made it seem it was a crime for me to cry or feel any type of emotions ... and that i need to always be the bigger person I’m tired ! I’m tired of being treated this way when someone does me wrong like my dad who’s constantly blackmailing me it’s not like i live rent free ... i been on bed rest throughout my whole pregnancy which canceled plans for me and my boyfriend to get our space but now i know i just can’t be around my family anymore we just don’t mesh ! And i kind of feel my sister are jealous that I’m having a baby and they don’t have any . I never did anything to make them feel like that but i can cry about something that I’m stress about and my sisters will attack me with “ you need to suck it tf fuck up” thank god for my boyfriend ... he’s the only one who talks to me in a way that’s comforting ... I’m so tired man