It's so hard ..

Ashlee

It's so hard to be happy sometimes for your family when, they become pregnant and you don't ... I feel like I'm a HORRIBLE family member bc the good happens to them and not me does it make me a bad person and that's why God won't bless me and my husband with another child ? 19 months 8 chemicals 1 miscarriage .. I just am distraught. Feel horrible bc I wanna be happy but I'm sad