an obstacle

So I’m virgin but I’m super kinky and I know what I want. I feel so touch starved all the time and I want to play with someone so badly, but there are so many obstacles.

The first and the most prominent being my body. I cannot express in words how much I despise my body. I have a little fat on my stomach and my thighs are thick and tits aren’t that large. That’s not even it, the worst part is that I’m sooo hairy. I can get my hands and legs waxed. I even shave down there, but stomach, ass, back and tits is a problem. I feel so odd and ugly. None of my friends have hair on their breasts. I shave my stomach when I wear a crop top.

I know looks wise I don’t look particularly ugly but I still hate my body so much.

The second problem being my interests. My sexual interests would be considered not so vanilla for guys my age. Guys my age are all about hooking up, fucking around and partying but what I’m looking for is so much more. I had an online dom but I had to end things with him. He was uhhh much older to me. I swear it was consensual he’s not a predator. Besides, I prefer older guys(not guys my dads age) but a couple years older to me because they’re just so much more experienced and dominating. As the saying goes, Men are like wine, they become better with time.

So help me out girlies, how do I get rid of the hair and learn to accept my body before I submit myself to a man.