I was raped when I was 16 and I became very angry with people with everyone, with everything. Two years after I still feel that way. Now I just feel gross each time I have sex I feel as if that I’m a prostitute. I just feel gross and I hate myself even more. The person that did that to me is free gets to live guilt free gets to live okay happy me I come with regrets and pain. Is it okay to feel bad after each and every time I have sex? I literally lost everyone and nobody understands me. My mom was also raped at a young age but instead of being there for me she told everyone in the family and sent around his picture to everyone. I used to be completely different happy and everything now I’m socially awkward and depressed all the time. My mom didn’t put me through counseling because she was afraid at the time I was going to say dumb stuff. Thank you have a nice day.