Feeling insecure because I’m older

I’ve been dating my boyfriend for 5 months now. I’m 31 and he’s 28. My ex of 6 years was 37 and our relationship was very different. My ex was a lot more serious and I think it made me grow up in my 20s very quickly. He was wise with money and work etc. We lived like an old couple.

My new boyfriend is great and he makes me feel young again. But sometimes I find him a bit immature and worry maybe I’m just boring. Like he plays video games etc. I don’t have a problem with that at all it’s just different to what I’ve been use to. But now I have major insecurities. Today I found out his last girlfriend was 21. I’m 31 with bad cellulite, aging skin and a limited social life. He use to go out partying all the time and now he just stays in with me. Why would he want to date someone 10 years older? I just feel like rubbish. When I was 21 I had a great body and life was a breeze.