Hi my boyfriend and I have been dating for almost 2 years. ALOT has happened since then, we have moved 4 times and his grandfather and grandmother passed away last year. We have been through numerous stressful things and always seem to stick it out. My question is ever since we have moved out to where we are now (after family members deaths) our sex life has become stressful. Even worse since I ran out of birth control, I have condoms that we do use when we have sex. 1. I always have to initiate it. 2. He doesnt ever actually have SEX with me, if I give him head he ends up coming in my mouth. If I stop because ai know he is close, he will get slightly upset with me. This terribly hurts me after and I get very upset. He says I have a bad attitude about it. What do I do??? :( :( :( :(