Gender disappointment 😐

Je

First of all I’m truly grateful and blessed to know my baby is healthy but I can’t help feeling sad that it’s a boy and not a girl like I had convinced myself it was...

I paid for ramzi theory and it said girl! I’m carrying wide and have acne- all “girl” signs...

Yesterday I got my NIPT results and everything is negative/normal and turns out it’s a boy...

I never pictured myself a boy mom. I keep looking at boy clothing/nursery themes but nothing is helping...

I don’t need negativity or stupid comments...has anyone gone through this before? How long before you felt better? I can’t image being sad until I give birth...I feel terrible for not being happy about my healthy baby boy 😞