So scared

My first son was born via emergency c-section and because I had one, I have to have my second baby the same way. I am so incredibly scared of having to undergo another c-section. I'm scared something, anything could go wrong. I'm sad I won't be able to exprience a natural birth yet again. I had postpartum depression with my first because of my awful birth expriences. I wasn't able to attach myself quickly to my sona and I'm afraid it'll happen again. I'm just scared.