Ugh, so discouraged!! 😕😂

I had a dip below coverline at 6DPO (as well as pretty much every possible sign of implantation, most of which I haven't had in the previous two cycles charting nor really in general or at least not in number) then a .8 degree spike the next day... small drop, then another dip below coverline yesterday at 9DPO, up .5 today. O seemed early (only my second cycle charting so I don't have a real pattern yet), and AF is not due till Friday, according to FF... was feeling really hopeful after the first dip/spike, then confused by the second because I started spotting lightly just as IB is described, and it lasted well over 24 hours (AF almost always starts picking up faster, some spotting then heavier flow, usually maybe like morning to evening.

Today, it picked up more heavily and AF-like, again FF predicted Friday June 7 for I had a wipe that seemed to be a lot of CM with a lot of bright red blood and some small dark but watery/thin clots (I admit it...I cried... sorry... The whole reason I'm writing this here is because I don't want to cry to DH and have his anxiety go all awry too, lol), then in the few hours since has just been watery red blood occasionally trapped in what looks like CM, not totally out of character... but still, lol.

DH and I spontaneously BD last night and weren't especially rough or anything but I did read that could cause possible bleeding because of the cervix being sensitive early on... anyone ever experience anything like this?

Pretty sure I'm definitely out this month but would love any thoughts you might have while I work on better temping practices for next month! Couldn't bear to change to the new cycle just yet. 😁 My hand drawn overlay is missing today's.5 degree increase.