C section rant

Y’all are probably going to think I’m a baby, but I need to vent. My incision keeps getting worse and worse. And yes I keep it clean every day, I blow dry it with cool air, I’m even on antibiotics and it’s still not getting better. I’m so tired of my OB. With my first she only gave me two stitches for a 4th degree tear. I ended up ripping two days after being home and had to get restitched. ALL WHILE AWAKE, NO NUMBING SHOTS DOWN THERE, JUST STUCK ME IN A ROOM AND WENT TO TOWN WITH A NEEDLE. (Still only gave me two stitches) I ended up separating a lot and having pelvic floor pain so she decided to send me to surgery to be fixed for the third time!! For my second I used the same OB thinking that there’s no way she could mess up again. Well I opted for a section since I had such a traumatic birth and recovery vaginally. Well this has not been any better. I’ve been back to her office many times for her to look at it. She lifts my stomach, says it’s fine and sends me on. I finally went and told them I’m pretty sure I’m infected so she looked at it, didn’t even swab it to find out what infection (staph, yeast, etc) wrote a prescription for antibiotics and sent me on. I woke up today and now there’s a horrible rash and my incision is so much more open from previously before. I call and she tells me Shes sure I’m fine to finish the antibiotics. I’m so over dealing with her and taking 12 weeks to recover after having kids.