Teen Moms

Kaila💓

hey so um I’m 17 turning 18 October 23rd and I have a major big issue . I was suppose to get my period May 31st , 2019 but now it’s June 6th ,2019 and I still don’t have my period and I don’t know if I’m pregnant or not Because all the tests that I’ve took kept saying negative and I took like maybe four tests from different brands. So it has been 6 days since my period was suppose to come . I don’t know what I should do , maybe it’s too early , maybe it’s not idk 🤦🏽‍♀️ . And I feel stupid because I really wanted this like I planned it out to where once I got a car and a stable job I was going to try for a baby but I tested the old prop your legs up on the wall after you have sex and I didn’t think it would work but I think it did 😭my boyfriend is 17 aswell and we were both planning for it . He was the one that told me to get off birth control because he really wanted a kid but now that my period isn’t here he’s like “backing out “ saying he isn’t ready if I’m pregnant I’m getting an abortion and he will pay for it . Ofcourse I don’t want that because it’s my baby I laid down and did it so now I have to take responsibly for it but I jus can’t imagine myself being a mother and just having someone to look after . Maybe if I get a car and get this start this job I feel like I’ll feel so much better but I feel so lost like I don’t know what to do .

My mother already knows that I missed my period so ofcourse she’s making them “your getting bigger “ (weight) “you might be pregnant “ jokes so I would be scared to tell her but I feel like she would already know

I told my boyfriend that he doesn’t have to be there since he’s “backing out” i understand where he was coming from because who would want to have a kid at 17 🤷🏽‍♀️but let’s say I am pregnant rn one month starts July 2019 so boom 9 months from now will be April and i would be graduating in May so I would ofcourse still be in school I WILL NOT drop out the only hassle is that one month of me having the baby and me trying to graduate 🤦🏽‍♀️

So ya

what should I do if I am pregnant and any advice to teen moms ??

What should I be looking forward to in pregnancy ?

: ( sorry that this is so long and all over the place I jus had to spill out how I felt and get advice from somewhere 😭