I’ve been dating this guy. We’re so close. We are always there for each other. We’re always honest with each other. I wrote him this last night and sent it at 3 am. I don’t really write. He’s more of the big writer when he’s using his words. But here’s what I want to know

Is this sweet or creepy? If I was your girlfriend/boyfriend and I wrote this to you would you feel special or wtf is wrong with him/her.

I’ll never understand why you are the way you are.....You always amaze me. From the little jokes you make to the big things you do and say. I’ll never understand really why baby. I keep telling myself to be cautious and watch out for those falls but with you there’s no falls. Even if there is I believe and trust that you’ll be around. I wanna give you all the love I can possibly give in any way or form. You deserve all that and more. All those times your heart was broken in the past from anything. I wanna cover all those scars and tears. Cover them with the best of material made from the heavens...but that’s just it I don’t just wanna cover them. I wanna heal every little open cut, scar, and scratch. I wanna make you feel okay inside. I wanna hold your hand when you need me. I wanna hug you when you need me. I wanna kiss you when you feel me. I wanna be myself with and not fear the future. You’re one of the best people I’ve met and I really mean that from the bottom of my heart.

You shine so fucking bright that the sun would look like a star in front of you. Cliche I know lol. But you just catch me staring at you sometimes without me even being aware that I’m looking at you. You’re so handsome and it’s hard to look away. Your smile it’s so mesmerizing I just wanna keep tickling you just so I can watch you smile and laugh some more because it’s the most beautiful sound I’ve ever heard. Your eyes when they look at me I feel like I can look back and smile and just lose myself in your eyes. If I don’t look in them for a few seconds I still get lost kissing your lips kissing your cheeks, your forehead, shoulders and neck. When I feel the love I have for you in my heart I forget all the of tears that fell from my eyes. These two months and counting of being with you. I’ve never felt so secure. When I’m with you it’s like insecurities? What are those? Hmm? Lol

That’s a feeling I’ve never felt before with a man. You make me feel free inside and outside. I don’t know if this all too much. If I’mhandsome saying too much or whatever. I just feel like I wanna come into your bed right now while you’re sleeping and just kiss you and hug you from behind and slowly feel your arms around mine as you realize I’m right there.

I wish you could see yourself through my eyes. Only then will you see that I’m crazy lol jk jk.

No but only then you will see then how badly I wanna make you laugh. I love you the wonderful, handsome . Goodnight you handsome man.

Note:

I messed up a little lol. It was 2 am and I had work at 7 am.