Why...

Sitting here crying as I type this trying to fight back more tears so I can see what I’m typing.

Just got another negative hpt.. another month of disappointment to my husband and myself, another lonely sad night where I just want to be left alone. I must be doing something wrong, maybe my uterus just hates me.

I’ve tried temping, preseed, vitamins, opk’s, anything you can think of. I just can’t seem to get a positive. I’m on my breaking point with everything right now.. I want a baby with my husband so bad I can’t bear it. I just know I’m disappointing him every month I tell him it’s negative.

Lord please give me strength to keep trying and to not give up because I just feel like I’m useless.