Ive recently reconnected with this boy who I use to talk to a little over a year ago. When I say talk I mean we were basically everything a relationship is without the actual “label” of it being a relationship. We would go on dates and see eachother every chance we would get, we were obviously having sex, and we both didn’t expect eachother to talk to/date other ppl.

Anyways, we had a falling out where we got into a huge fight and just completely ended it which is why we stopped talking a little over a year ago.

Fast forward to now, he recently messaged me in March of 2019 asking to see eachother and go out for dinner. I told him that I am not looking for casual relationships but I’m looking to be in a serious relationship & if he’s not interested then he should look else where because I don’t want a relationship that is solely revolved around sex... he said that he understands what I’m saying and would love to see where we could take things if we meet up for dinner but I declined the offer. Now he recently messaged me again June of 2019, asking to see eachother over dinner to which I agreed. He promised me he would take me out for dinner and a movie.

Instead he ends up taking me back to his fucking place... yeah you already know where this is going😒 we were watching Netflix on his bed and the whole time he kept trying to take my pants off or touch my ass & tits... basically trying to fuck. Each time I told him no.

We ended up talking and I told him that if he’s just looking for hookups then I’m not interested and that I want something serious.. he then said that he is not looking for a relationship but would like to go back to what we were before when we would “talk”. When he said this it honestly broke my heart & it took everything in me not to break down and cry because I genuinely like this boy and see a future with him. Long story short... we did end up having sex which I regret because I don’t want him thinking I’m just a fuckin blow up doll.

I’m just going through so many emotions right now and I really need some advice... can someone please tell me what his intentions are and what I should do?