where my family at when i nee them

noone in the family has anything do with me anymore since i had two kids.. anyways it seem like they used me for years i use to babysit cook clean and shit for them and take them to bus stop nd everything when there kids were little... and use babysit while they go whore around and shit.. now where they at they jabe nothing do with me not invite us anywhere or nothing i dont have any friends or family im always stuck in the house with my kids everyday is depressing i have no car noone take me anywhere when i offer gas money.. family dont lik us visitng either when we do go there they complain about us there.. all we do is be in house bored like every single day when i go grocery shopping my dad takes me he rushs me gets mad if soend 30 mins in there im just sick of this life and family... no dad no mom no grandparents no cousins nothing!!!!! its very depressing as hell that the way ppl do me and my kids... im always wih my kids no break or nothing.... where are my blood at they will turn on you more them friends i think...