My husband says I’m bitchy and an asshole lately. I’m 14 wks post partum and almost died a wk after giving birth. I already have a history of anxiety and depression. He knows this all. He tells me to open up to him but when I do it seems like he takes everything as a personal attack. If I tell him I feel lonely or tired or broken and I need help he says he tired too and he has to work and what do i want him to do. He says I’ll be fine and to stop pushing him away. We often lately are getting into arguments every night and he gets up very early for work. He says I sabotage his sleep. It’s not that deep it’s bc that’s the only time we have to talk uninterrupted. I told him wks ago we should see someone for help but he said we’re fine. Last night I got really sick vomiting and told him and he fell asleep. He asked if I was alright and I said no that I don’t feel well. That was it from him. I got so upset bc I felt I. That moment that I really didn’t matter. My mom who we live with offered to get me a 7up or something. I mean I tell him over and over I need comfort and nothing. He hunks bc he calls me on his lunch and sends me flowers that it’s enough. I know he loves me no doubt but I need to be cared for as well. He doesn’t understand that.