I quit

Me

So I came to the conclusion I quit on trying to get pregnant. Evertime AF shows up I get so disappointed and mostly cuz of me. I'm always stressed about something to the point I don't know what to do with myself anymore. My husband is very supportive and he tells me God will be the one to decide when the time is right. I have wanted to get pregnant for 6 years when will it be the right time? I'm depressed, stressed and just wanna give up. All my friends I went to school with has kids and we no longer have common interests anymore. I am jealous cause I just wish I had a bundle of joy to post pictures of on Facebook or glow am I selfish for this?