My SO had two small warts at one point in time... yes, on his penis..

since I have started dating him my yearly paps are now ASCUS , abnormal. I get pap once a year to watch this closely. I noticed a few weeks ago a small “flap” in the back of my throat... I feel in my heart i already know it’s HPV... because with all this I already know, what else would it be????

Does anyone have experience with this? I worry about this as I’m not sure what to think or how this changes my life. I worry so much already. 😭😭😭😭 it makes me feel so gross and very mad at myself.