would you be mad?

A month ago I had my daughter, I finally reached the hospital at *9 cm dilated* 😖 so of course I wasn't able to get the epidural. within 30 minutes and 3 pushes, I had my baby girl. but of course the labor was painful so i was "screaming" and crying. afterwards i was holding my angel and my bf (who was there with me through the delivery) said that i cried too much and was pretty much too dramatic while giving birth, i guess with the screaming. it kinda made me mad because he will never understand what pain women endure during childbirth. am i wrong for being mad at him?