So done

Hi all, I just need to vent. I am giving up hope of ever having a second child. We’ve been trying for a year and a half and have nothing to show for it but a miscarriage. I’m on my second round of clomid, went to a fertility dr yesterday, and my eyes were opened to a whole new variety of possible issues (nothing diagnosed but I can’t stop thinking about scar tissue, blockages, ovarian reserve). I don’t have the emotional energy to deal with it, or to invest time in something that may be all for nothing. Maybe it’s the clomid, but I feel so done!