UPDATED: Getting with a close friend (so hot)

I had a plan to go for a night out with one of my best friends (male) who lives in a different city. It would be just the two of us, as it always is when we meet up - we've been friends for about 6 years. However at the start of the week I became single and he asked if I still wanted to go; I did.

I went, and we went up to his room to start 'pre drinking'. He had bought my favourite drink but probably because he's indecisive. But we were a lot more touchy-feely than usual, sitting closer together on his bed, touching each others' arms etc. I grabbed his phone to change the music and lay down and suddenly he was on top of me kissing me.

I felt a real pull to keep kissing back - not quite butterflies, but some urge. He was feeling me up over my top, then pulling the straps down to properly touch me. It felt weird that he had seen me topless especially when we joke all the time that I'm flat chested. I guess now he knows for sure😅

It was a hot scramble of kissing and changing positions. He would kiss down my neck and bite my nipples and then keep kissing down my stomach. His hands were up my skirt, wandering to the top of my tights but I stopped him (over and over before telling him it wasn't a good week😅). He would wrap one arm completely under my waist when he was on top of me and ohmygod it just made me feel weak😅

I don't know when we fell asleep - maybe 4am; I was just wearing my pants (even though I'd brought pyjamas). It was probably only for 10 minutes and then it was light outside and we were basically sober and we were in the kissing/fondling rush again. He was lying between my legs which I had wrapped around him and he whispered 'I want to do everything to you' and I giggled but ohmygod my insides😅 He soon said 'I want to make you scream' which had a similar effect 😅

It was still pretty early when I got ready to leave; I really couldn't judge the vibe of whether to say and at some point the kissing had stopped, I guess when he became more sober. We messaged during the day and it was mentioned a couple of times until he said 'can we leave it for a bit' 😳 But then he brought it up again later, saying 'it did and it didn't 😉' when I joked that wrestling me didn't work.

We've made a plan to go for a meal in just over a week (the sort of thing we did as friends before) but I don't know what the mood is going to be like. I also don't know whether to go to his before/after because right now kind of the only thing I want to do is be kissing him again, feeling his arm wrapped underneath me and ideally hearing things like 'I want to do everything to you' 😳

UPDATE:

So I went over for the meal as planned, we chilled at his beforehand and did start kissing again for a bit... But stayed calm and went into town. When we came back, he was stood in the doorway of his bedroom so that when I got up the stairs he could start kissing me. He pushed me onto the bed and quickly got me topless. I didn't have quite the same pull in my stomach but I was still soooo turned on. He took off my skirt and we kissed more. He was on top of me, between my legs and he slid his hand into my underwear and felt how wet I was, then took them off. He asked if I wanted to (have sex) and I said I wasn't sure and he was okay with that but instead started to finger me and oh my god. It wasn't the usual jabs and fumbling, he sat up between my legs and held me down with one hand while he pushed two fingers inside me until I came. He said 'well that crossed a line' - I guess you can't unsee the orgasm face of one of your best friends😅

After some more kissing I said that I did want to and he lifted my hips up to where he was kneeling between my legs and was inside me and grinding into me... Oh my god. I don't think I've ever actually cum during sex before but this time I did twice 😅

Have spared some details, for example when we ended up having sex for the second time, but I just wanted to update you all ;)