Terrified and Excited

Samantha • 🌈 due August 2021

After having a miscarriage at 8 weeks a few months ago and praying that we would someday have our rainbow baby...I got a bfp this morning! I'm both terrified I'll have another miscarriage because this happened so soon and also excited that it happened this soon. It's such a mix of emotions, I think I'm in shock right now.

Is this a normal feeling after already suffering a loss? I'm not sure if these are happy or scared tears!