Advice?

My boyfriend and I found out in January that we are expecting twins! We were over joyed and soooo excited. We had our own place, stable jobs, a huge support system and extreme excitement to prepare for our two girls. Not too long after finding out the sex my boyfriend was laid off and we could no longer afford to live in our apartment. We moved to California where my family resides and wanted to help. I don't have the best relationship with my mother and she ended up doing exactly what she has in the past ( making promises she couldn't keep and taking money ). So my boyfriends family stepped in and offered help we were so thankful and came to Utah to be with them. Staying calm and stress free while moving around was hard but we knew we would figure it out. Well his family lost their main income three weeks after we got here so we both picked up full time jobs and hoped for the best. I started to be skeptical about what was actually happening at his parents house and we found out a lot that made us extremely uncomfortable and wasn't a safe environment for us to raise our kids. So we packed up and used our first paycheck to check into a hotel. We found a place to live and got approved, my boyfriends uncle got him a great job offer and his aunt has an opening for me for after I deliver. We have set up a gofundme to help with food, prenantals, flights and copays for doctors appointments To help with the expenses of gettin out there and settled. We feel bad and awkward for asking for help. I've never been in a situation like this and all I want is to be able to get out there and start getting the nursery set up and everything. Any encouraging words will be greatly appreciated right now.