This is what recurrent loss looks like

This is my fifth pregnancy. My first was a success four years ago. Second pregnancy was a blighted ovum at 6.5 weeks. Third pregnancy was a chemical. Fourth pregnancy was a spontaneous miscarriage at 5 weeks. I’m four weeks six days pregnant. I’m on baby aspirin this time. Hoping it saves our little peanut. I won’t stop testing any time soon. I hide them in my bathroom drawer so no one can see how scared/crazy I am. 🙏🙏🙏🙏