Loss #2

Tara • 👼 1/19 👼6/19 👶🏼💙 6/2020. Trying for #2

My husband and I went in for a routine ultrasound at 12 weeks and were told the baby no longer had a heart beat. We had just heard our healthy little babies heart beating a few weeks prior and the doctor told us we had a 2% chance of miscarriage since our baby had such a strong heartbeat. Why is this happening again? Why me? We had our first loss in January at 6 weeks and it was nothing like the pain of this loss. I took Cytotec on Sunday and passed everything while it was still intact which was very emotional and painful. How have you ladies found the strength to keep trying and at what point have you demanded some type of testing to see what may be going wrong? I’m 31 y/o healthy person according to my MD but I don’t want to be told anymore that this sometimes just happens 😭😭