You use to be someone they could count on you use to be outgoing now your trapped inside with all this pain from this shit broken body that cant create life where did you go why cant we play outside mommy he asks as your clenching your gut lying in bed as you have been trapped for weeks you use to have motivation you use to be that go getter gettin that shit done that back roadin bitch dont give a fuck bitch the grab em by the horns bitch this darkness breaks me it slowing takes my breath grasping bits of air from my lungs only to pull tighter as i struggle to be your role model as i stuggle to move to make you breakfast i cant be mommy right now knowing your sibling is dying inside i cant be myself i cant be who i need to be im broke im lost in a sea of fog with cement on my feet i ask myself daily bitch where you at !!!