Friend pregnant send help

Ma

I think my best friend is pregnant again (she has a 6 month old and is a couple of years younger than me.) I remember suffering through her baby shower because I had been trying to get pregnant for a while at the point. I’m going to be happy for her, but I’m struggling hard with the fact that she’ll have two babies, both which were unplanned, and I have been purposefully trying to have 1 and can’t. I want to delete social media altogether again. I want to maybe avoid her, which I know isn’t fair but I’m not taking this well obviously because her and her baby have been a trigger since she announced baby #1.

I’m looking for anything. Advice. Ideas. Anything other than just “relax and get over it” because thats how all of ttc and infertility goes and I’m sick of it. Also, why isn’t there just an infertility group on this site?