Am I wrong for feeling horrible to the point of crying?

This is a long, but I feel dumb on how my emotions get to me so quickly.

So I’m the type of person who gets added by d*cksnappers in my snapchat, but I don’t accept them of course. I usually don’t have my “receive msgs from everyone” turned on, but once in a while I check out whoever msgs me. As usual, I get d*ckpics, which isn’t surprising anymore. But this one time I forgot to turn it back to “only friends” so I still received msgs from strangers.

A week passed by and I noticed that I got a msg in snapchat. The user isn’t familiar, but I opened it since I thought it was from my friendlist. It was a d*ck pic, with the question, do you like it?

It turns out he was one of the snappers who sent me a msg a week ago and he msg again. I was so furious that day, so I replied “Did I ask for it?” To which he replied, “no, I’m sorry”

I was still furious, so I just started ranting on why would he send unwanted pics, does he not respect what the receiver might feel, and pretty much a whole speech. He felt so bad, and apologized about it. He explained his situation on why he does it.

So I looked at the situation differently since I believe that everyone has a good side within, so we kept talking. We just talked about random things, like his job and how tiring they are, his relationship, and how he tried to gain my trust by sending me snaps that isn’t his d*ck.

We just kept talking for days. We don’t know each other’s identities since he can’t remember who he adds, so we’re still complete strangers. But we kept talking about our dreams, how we wanted to travel, just things. Then he brought up, “I would’ve been sending d*ckpics by now, how much I’ve changed.” For some reason, that really gave me a warm feeling.

So we kept talking still. He msgs when he’s busy with his job so I don’t worry if he doesn’t reply. And he msgs randomly to ask how my day has been. We would then play a game where he takes selfies of himself but only part of his face is clear (the rest covered), mostly cause I wanted to see him. I really didn’t care if he knows what I looked, so I just sent him a selfie. He complemented my eyes and said nice to meet you. It was honestly a good convo.

Days passed, he suddenly told me that he’s leaving snapchat for good, to start a new chapter, and he’s leaving me with it. He wanted to fix his jobs, and relationship. Of course, my emotions got me, and begged to stay. But he argued how people shouldn’t meet through d*ckpics, and it’s not a complete start if I stayed. He thanked me for giving him the chance to prove that he’s not a total sh*thead and how I changed how he sees life. He then said, once he start traveling someday, he’ll look around for my face to say hi. That’s impossible of course, but we said our goodbyes.

I was sad for days since I usually receive msgs from him throughout the day. I kept going with my life and pretend that he never existed.

2 weeks later, he came back. He told me how his job got easier and how his life is better. I then asked why’d he come back. He said he’s “bored” and he wanted to check out the girls he added. I was confused and I just said I guess.

Then days passed and he started posting d*ckpics in his story. I was angry of course so I confronted him. He just told me that his account was built for this. I then messaged back how he’s slowly making me regret talking to him. Then I realized that he unfriended me after.

Is it bad that I feel sad right now? Like crying type of sad. I don’t know if it’s because I gave him a chance or how fast he switched back. I really hate how my emotions can easily control me.